FLINTA* Voices: This Body is not yours to take by Luna Maluna Gri
FLINTA* Voices create space to speak without restriction, without dilution, and without apology. We opened our platform to FLINTA* writers and creators who confront and redefine gendered realities, who understand empowerment not as a trend, but as necessity, and who expose patriarchy not as abstraction, but as lived experience.
This Body is not yours
This body is not yours to take
but still you do
or at least attempt to
again and again
with greedy hands
and lusting eyes
trying to break my barrier down
step by step
shooting words like arrows at me
through my skin
through my chest
making me bleed
but blood you crave
like a vulture
waiting
haunting after me
This body is not yours to take
but still you claim it as yours
as if I’m your doll
in the dollhouse you built
Trying to police what I wear,
how to act,
what to say
and how and in which way to use my body
And every step I take
to carve my boundaries
deeper into the ground
and trying to uphold them
you run over them,
flatten them,
ignore my every
‘No!’
‘I don’t want to!’
‘Leave me alone!’
You are just shooting more arrows into my skin
making me bleed
but blood you crave
like a hyena
waiting
And like playing with dolls,
playing god,you also think
you have the authority
to decide
who gets to live
and who has to die
You take our lives
one by one
like drops of rain falling
but this rain is red
like blood
but blood is what you crave
like a beast
waiting
This body is not yours to take
and enough is enough!
It has been for a long time already
You don’t get to decide for me!
You don’t get to decide how I live my life!
I’m burning down the dollhouse
YOU built for me
which I never wanted
and breaking all the rules
I didn’t need
I’m defining the keystones of my life new
My body is just mine and nobody else’s
and so is my life!
About the Author
Luna Maluna Gri (*1999) is an Austrian multimedia artist, living and working in Vienna. At present she studies Transmedia Art (class Jakob Lena Knebl) at the University of Applied Arts Vienna. Her current fields of interest in her work are feminist issues, memories, rooms (physical, emotional and societal ones), identity and emotions coming up in all these processes, how we want to live our life, change and freedom. Recent exhibitions and performances include the Biennale Sessions at the 60th Biennale di Venezia, PARALLEL Vienna, Kunstmuseum Liechtenstein, Neuer Kunstverein Wien, Kunsthaus Nürnberg, Belvedere 21 and Burgtheater Vienna.
